dont forget

soooo today was whatever super tired. shelly baked jade cupcakes for her birthday on thursday. it looked super good. so i put it on her desk and she was super happy with a big ass smile. (: hahah
it was delicious but made me thirsty. 2nd period presentations. 3rd. more presentations. lunch was whatever. haha i caused a huge scene cuz im too dramatic but it was funny. ahha 4th period mr yamashita played dont forget by demi lovato and i was singing to it . ahha he laughs and plays all these girly pop songs to me and asks if i know it. i didnt know some of them. that period is so chill. but it goes by so slow. 5th period. aced my oral final. sweeet. now we do nothingg. so imma miss the seniors :[. technically we're seniors already. sortaish. 6th period. ate ice cream. worked on my esponjas for spanish. ahha waited after school for andrew. and talked to yuong. amanda. and adam and all those people. it was coooool.
yeeeee. chill today. lakers are playing tonight. sweeeeeet

oo mondays

mondays always feel so long.
first period. watched malcolm x. i really like that movie. pretty intense stuff. & im pretty surprised they didnt talk about the lakers game. dang super intense stuff right there. im so mad that i missed all the good shots cuz i was working on my research paper. i got 16% plagerized. which isnt bad. i expected it to be less though. since i bsed so much of it. ahhah
2nd period. people presented and yeahh nothing really.
3rd period. i presented. i thought i was ready but i guess not and just had a horrible presentation. i can careless though cuz i will end up with an A at the end anyways ahha. that class is a joke.
lunch was whatever. i was doing a magic trick on jade and kayleen. kayleen caught on. shes super smart but jade on the other hand.. ahha
4th period. didnt do much. just did grammar. and uhh gotta do the quote thingy probably tomorrow. lol
5th period didnt do much. just sat around and signed yearbooks. i have an oral final tomorrow. blahh i hate spanish. ahha
6th period. didnt do much. failed my final that i didnt care about. still have an A whateverr.
uhh yeah pretty long and tiring day. im happy. i just ate in n out. lol i REALLY need to stop eating fast food. :[ its so unhealthy. and ive been eating out for a few days now.
jade's birthday is coming up. so is andrew's. dang i feel like i have so much to do. but im too lazy to do it. ahha i STILL have to work on my presentation for biology. which i actually care about. cuz it will bump me up to a B-. i neeeed it.
but overall i hope this week will be good.
i LOVE adam's haircut. he finally did it. im so glad. geeeeeeeeeez. and yeah
brother has a concert tonight. gonna watch him. blahh. i need to start running soon.

3 years went by quickly

im still kinda freaking out how fast these past 3 years have gone by. and now im trying to fix everything with everyone so i can start my senior year good and not all stupid like this school year.
i will miss a lot of the idiotic things ive done. and even though this school year wasnt as great as i expected it to be 2 years ago, im still thankful for all the friends that stuck by my side and all that good stuff. ive learned a lot this year. and im sure i'll learn even more as times goes by. ive gained and lost people on the way. and im glad we all matured in some way. and this week is the last whole week of school left. part of me is kinda sad that its over but at the same time im so happy its over.
but outta all of these 3 years i have to admit that freshmen year was the best. i miss mara terribly and i know that if she stayed everything wouldve been different. but it all happens cuz idk maybe im suppose to learn something from it. and i guess i have. sophomore year was good also. but not as good as freshmen year. cuz we had horrible food. lol but i got closer to people and got to know people for who they are and all that good stuff. i TRY to look past all those flaws. and now. this year. im thankful for all those people that tried to help me and try to understand my stupid problems. problems that i cause myself cuz im dumb. aha but overall ive learned that yelling doesnt get the point across. all the tears. all the screaming. it didnt get me anywhere. so going to let things flow as much as i can. i dont wanna end the school year badly.
ive had my ups and downs. its been a rough ride but its not over yet. hah. im not done until im ready to get off.

almost doneee

done with my subject tests. sweeet.
now for my SAT reasoning. -_-
anyways today was a pretty good day. first took the SATs took about 3 hrs. then got pho with adam.
planned to go to the cooper's house during the day cuz we were too scared. lol but couldnt find it. ahha soo idk maybe friday. uhh then we went to get boba. texted people for ideas as to what to do. but never really got a good sugestion. called esther and she said we should get adam a haircut so we did and yeahh i like it a lot. ahha & his parents like it so its all good
came home. ate. talked on the phone. started my research paper. imma try to finish it up tonight and hopefully be able to get let andrew check it over and turn it in tomorrow night. yeeeeah. then imma try to work on my powerpoint for biology and decide what imma say for my precal presentation on monday. yeah thats it. finals are coming up. im ready for this year to end.

ahh another week a 3 days of school left!

im so glad summer is almost here and school is almost out. dang. ive wanted this school year to end for so long. so tired of it. i still have a bunch of projects to do. dang. still have a report i havent started thats due on monday night. and uhh i need to finish my powerpoint for bio. yeeep. idk the weather is kinda lame. its almost summer and its like all cloudy and stuff. kinda sucks.
buuuut SATs tomorrow. which sucks. might as well get it over with. i dont wanna screw up again. hah. uhh i think that is it. just super happy the school year is almost over.

so

saturday was the most fun ive had for a loong time. ever since sunday ive been in a bad mood. but im getting better.
too much shit is going on and its annoying. just gotta deal with it i suppose. i want finals to be over with. i dont wanna go to school anymore.
im ready for senior year. im done with junior year.
fine art showcase tonight. i hope i can work some things out.

this is by

far the worst day of my life.
the worst year ever.