CONTINUED!
ok so i went to krystals around 4ish. and then we ran 3 laps. then called up stephen. not really we texted him and we walked to his house and found him riding his long board along with michael, steven and some other guy idk. it was fun. it took us forever to get up that hill though. and stephen didnt think we'd make it. but we did.! krystal rode the long board (: it was fun. then we walked back and krystal fed me yay. i didnt gain weight. and ive been eating a lot lately. woot. today was funn.

comfort

dang i was soo bored last night. i was on the phone with tu till like 2. talking bout random things. BUUUT shes gonna burn me magic school bus. dang i miss that show. it was so bomb. umm. idk my stomach kinda hurts. but im still gonna run today. after krystal comes home from picking her dad up at the airport. people are bugging me AGAIN. im trying to hard not to let it get to me. but i feel like i cant handle it anymore. most of the time im just quiet now. i dont even know what to say. i dont wanna end up yelling at them and stuff. cuz at this point i dont wanna lose anyone on the way. everything is very stressful now. ap tests. cst i guess. and SATs. imma take it in less than like a month and im not even ready. ay fail. buut i will attempt to study. hopefully i score decent. & i just lost my train of thought. er. o well. i'll write more later. maybe.

something is better than nothing

soo this week has been alright i suppose. um i did kinda bad on my ap bio exam. but i still have a b- which isnt bad. but i honestly dont know my spanish grade. uh things are kinda chill today. i didnt have practice. so i stayed in ms chiu's room with krystal and kayleen came in later on after practice. and we were just listening to all these chinese music on ms chiu's ipod. ahah thenn i was suppose to meet up with irvin at lollicup but he never text back so i thought he wasnt gonna go. and ms chiu wanted to go out and eat and stuff. hahah so we went to lollicup and saw irvin there. so he went afterall. i didnt think he was gonna go but he was there with crystal and he was surprised to see so many people. then i talked to irvin and crystal for a bit but then they left. so me, krystal, kayleen, and ms chiu sat there talking about school. ahah i never thought i'd go to lollicup with a teacher. hahah which is awkward. but it was chill. & tuesday im not gonna do the speed workout woot. gonna help ms chiu grade papers. ahahah yee.
i needa run though this weekend. probably with krystal. if she runs. but we'll see.

yeah sure

practice was alright today. i thought it was gonna rain so i didnt bring my stuff to school so i drove bianca home to get her stuff and i went home and changed got back to school just before they were gonna start. we stretched and did a 2 lap warm up thingy and then we ran back and forth and we finally ran for 20 mins. me and krystal did good today since we barely even stopped. we ran most of it and we were pushing bianca. hahah idk but i feel fat now cuz i just ate after i worked out. but school was alright i guess. 2nd period went by soo slowww. i dont even understand what we're doing right now in bio like im not paying attention and we have a test thursday? and by the end of the week we have a history test. my grades are pretty good. 4 a's 1 b and a c? idk what i have in spanish. umm. lunch i was pretty annoyed actually. jade kept throwing orange peels at andrew and they kept throwing it at each other it got pretty annoying. and thenn 4th period was alright. we watched a movie about mark twain. it killed time. i didnt do my essay. like no one did. 5th period we did a poster thingy explaining the steps for conjucation. 6th period was hella slow. idk so lame. buut i guess overall it was a decent day. i just hope it gets a little better later. cuz idk. practice was the only good part actually.

btw. i do NOT drive fast. like at all. i dont see how people get that idea. just cuz you drive slow doesnt mean i drive fast.

what is 69?

krystal honestly didnt know what that meant. wooow. buuut anyways
i was hella pissy last night. so i went to go watch andrew and my brother play at garey and andrew did super well like usual and my brother i have no idea how he got a superior. they pretty much sucked. idk i was so surprised. then later i went to petco and bought some stuff for lucky cuz his skin is itchy and ish. idk whats wrong but its so sad. :[
then i got my tire changed and waited for krystal to come and we went to monclair to shop and stuff. i saw a bunch of people yesterday. and thenn we met up with andrew at the shoppes.
we played hide n seek and he NEVER found us and he just gave up. which kinda piss me off cuz then hes like oo come find me instead. wth. but i found him easily so whatever. but my legs hurt real bad and i couldnt walk so i told him to carry him and he wouldnt so i was like wow jerk. so me and krystal left him again and went to this little market and then tj. after we walked out we ran into them again and we left again cuz he was being a total jerk so me and krystal ended up eating johnny rocket ourselves. it was pretty funny cuz dang krystal was hella loud. ahhahah. shes dirty too. dang. ovulating or what? idk whats her problem. ahhah afterwards we sat there and decided to watch the water change colors. it always make me feel better. until those little kids started playing in it so we left and krystal has to pee so we went into barnes and nobles again. and once again we saw them. and we just stood there looking at books and messing with the touch screen computer and we ended up in this romance section and it has some pretty interesting pictures. idk i think it was stupid. then we went into the sexual and relationship section cuz krystal didnt know what 69 was and she wanted to know and no one wanted to tell her. so we were all there and this old white lady kept looking at us as we were looking through the books it was so awkward. she looked at us and smiled. awkwarddd. but yeah then we ended up in the jokes section and they were reading these stupidass jokes. it wasnt very funny. until they came across this yo momma joke book which was a little better. thenn i took krystal home and it was dead quiet in the car. cuz i was in a bad mood and she knew it and didnt say anything. yep then i fell asleep on the phone with tu after i complained to her about everything. anddd yeah. he never called either. dumb hoe. but whatever now i have nothing else to do but homework.
im still hella sore but im feeling a little better. im so glad its gonna rain tomorrow so i dont needa go to practice. cuz i think i need at least another 2 days for me to get better. i cant even run hahaha. i walk like krystal. :[
i hope this week it gets better. & im not even read for SATs and its coming up quick. and i needa get my ap paper fixed. it says im hispanic? -_-

imy

sometimes i wish i can spend more time with certain people. but it just doesnt seem like timing is right. it was nice to see people at garey high school today. i havent seen them for sucha long time. and like it was just awkward. we didnt have much to talk about. its just weird. some of them remember me and some doesnt. and its just sad cuz we were once close and now when they walk past me they cant even recognize me. but hey whatever. haha

i really miss him. like a lottttt. i wanna spend more time with him but i feel like i cant cuz hes so busy and stuff. and it just makes me sad. and im so glad that i FINALLY joined a sport cuz now its going to kill more time. and yeah. idk today was alright i suppose. i actually have plans. i guess we're going to go shop for sadies and then go get pinkberry. cuz im craving for pinkberry cuz of sarah's myspace. ahaha.

& new semester. well its been a new semester and im proud of myself cuz my grades are actually pretty good. i only have like 1 bad grade. i think idk what my spanish grade is and ap bio im doing pretty well.

march is coming up fast and im nowhere near ready for the SATs and sadies is coming up. oo gosh. i dont even know if stephen is going anymore. and if he really doesnt go then it just makes it easier for me. but if he does go then o well. i dont wanna leave kayleen and krystal hanging. but im sure things will turn out finee.

I CANT EVEN WALK

its just that bad. im like freakin limping. HAHAH. BUT im actually getting a workout.
the warm up lap was nothing today. but then everything after that was HORRIBLE. we had to do these jumping exercises in the sand. and omgg it was hard. it hurt like hell. & tomorrow gonna watch my brother and andrew at solo ensemble. and uhh might go shopping for sadies. idk if i wanna go anymore. im so lazy. hahahah wow. but yeeeah. thats it. im too sore to even move. geez.