im hella hungry already and i ate around 8ish.
thats not good :[
uhhh today woke up late cuz i didnt go to practice. ate and left to longo lexus and saw andrew on the 71 highway. haha he stuck out like half his body outta the window to say hi to us. hahah wooow.
well we finally got there and me and bro hit the snack bar. haha
we got drinks cuz we didnt want cookies. and i had my retainers. i didnt feel like taking them off. we waited for about an hr or so. and we played omgpop on their computers. haha this other guy he was on his laptop playing omgpop. i kinda wished i took my laptop with me. :[
thenn came home. and stupid dog like pooped everywhere -_- . annoying little dog.
uhh then joseph came and picked me up and we went to drhs. and met up with chloe and justin. they took a while so joseph was skateboarding. and i sat there watching him. cuz i cant do anything.
when they finally came they were skating and long boarding for idk how long. then we went to go play pool. yeah i sucked. but i got lucky sometimes. haha
we won the first round and barely lost the 2nd one. it kinda sucked. but whatever.
thenn i was REALLY hungry and kept complaining. and we went to the mall to eat.
the mcdonalds guy was freakin weird. HAHA. ugly laugh.
joseph wanted a refill and it was so awkward. didnt even know what that guy was doing. geeeeez.
uhh we sat there and they were spinning the dime around. haha
then we finally left. yeep
thats itt.
joseph dropped me off and now im here. hungry again.

yesterday! me adam andrew and my bro went to liana's to have a potc marathon. it was a fail. i had to come home early. :[
buut it was fun. i wish i couldve swam though. it was HOT.

soo today i finally saw joseph again haha.
haha first it was just me chloe and joseph.
we went to the park. but chloe left early cuz she was going to jessica's house. so it was whatever.
we stayed at the park and did whatever. joe was skating. and we were just sitting there and watched him. uhh then dropped off chloe at her house. and me and joe went to get free juice it up. and he bought me tacos (: it was delicious.
then we went to target and sat there for idk how many hrs ahah we started to get tired. oo and we also rode bikes. haha i havent done that for so long :[
then we decided to go to barnes and noble. we just walked around looked at some books. haha joe was very interested in the sexual section of the book store. ahha dirty pervert. haha jk (:
uhh thenn he got hungry so we went to carl's jr and sat there for the rest of the night as he ate and we talked. it was nice.
uhh right before we left we decided to get an application at old navy. too bad it was closed. :[
haha yeahh thats it for todayy. :]
no plans for the weekend.
& too tired for practice.

went to disneyland yesterday with krystal.
omg traffic was bad going onto the 57. but we got there eventually. uh we went on like all the rides.
it was fun. uh took us FOREVER to find panda express. omg sucha piss off. haha i cannot find my way around disneyland. uhhh. went back to disneyland after we ate and went on splash mountain. omg we were soaked. it was VERY uncomfortable.
finally decided to leave around 1030ish. didnt get home till 12! wtf.
we got lost on the 5. and krystal calls justin and he didnt sound reliable at all. but we eventually go through it. thank goodness.
yeaaaah. im tired. didnt wake up for practice. fail. im tired. and idk if i wanna do anything today.

beachhhhh<3

first time in a long time that ive gonee! and im so happy that it worked out. even though it was only the 4 of us. haha
so ive been up since 6 in the morning and im hella tired
im so glad i dont have practice tomorrow. thank goodness.
so after i came home from practice my mom left me with all the money and i went to get an oil change for the car
then picked up my bro and went to andrew's house. load the stuff. went to winco and bought so much junk food. ahha
uhh we finally went to the beach which took a while. im glad we didnt get lost (:
o man it was fun. haha i was actually skinny enough to wear a bikini (:
the water was cold at first but then we got use to it. there was soo much seaweed. pissed me off. i couldnt even walk without getting one tangled on my feet. ugh. but when i finally decided to not go on anymore and change. the seaweed was gone :[
so i just wrote on the sand with my toes and took pictures. haha
i was so sad. my phone died :[ err. but its okay now.
thenn after the beach we ate at red robins and spent about 40 bucks there haha it was goood. :]
the guy was flirting with me. LMAO. lame
then we went to liana's and swam ahhaha it was fun (:
so now im here. and my hair feels gross. needa shower !

awwwww today was so good (:
jade came over around 1ish? idk then we ate played with the dogs and watched pirates of the caribbean
then chloe calls and tells me to go get pho with justin and i was like hmm is joseph going? and shes like o yeah he'll call him up so he did and he ended up going. finished up pirates and went to jade's house so she can change
met up with them and ate pho. hahah chloe and justin got their own table and me joe and jade got our own.
ate. chilled at the parking lot for a while and watched joe own those db kids. (:
uhh then went to h mart and me and jade bought monsters came back to the parking lot and played 10 fingers. (: i won of course. and jade. ahha we're good
uhh decided to go to the shoppes. and watched the water. OMG A SIBERIAN HUSKY<3
I LOVE IT. hahah
joe and justin gets wet. and joe wanted a hug. haha too bad i was playing stupid. :]
yeahh i have to say today was really goood.

haaaah today was goood. (:
didnt do much. i was planning to hang out with jade today. but things got cancelled the last min and jazmin took the car so jade couldnt come over.
so i went to a party thingy with chloe. beginning was ehh.
went to get boba and bought some doughnuts at food 4 less. then went to the party.
saw me cuzin and it was alright.
sat around didnt do much. then we played capture the flag. haha me and chloe went to get pizza and drinks while the game was going on and we lost. :[
o well. thenn chloe and some other people started to dance but then i had to go. haha
just when it was getting fun o well next time.
freakin dominick went but left before i got there. er

okaay tomorrow is friday but theres practice boooo :[
its at mt sac too. lamee! but andrew is gonna run with us :]
uhh havent done much this week. just went to practice. slept and ate. a lot.
haha i applied at tutti frutti today and there was this cute guy there working when i was turning in my application.
and when i was leaving adam was complaining how hot it was and i said im sorry im poor. and the guy turned and smiled. how embarassing. geez i didnt know i talked that loud :[
but each day is getitng hotter.
im sweating more every day during practice. ew its gross.
is it possible to develop asthma?
im scared.
i couldnt breathe when i was running today during the mile.
eczema is becoming asthma?!
i hope not
beach tuesday! i better go or else imma shank someone.

im soo glad i went to practice this morning.
i was running with jade today and damn i was getting tired.
errr but they did 200's today. and i guess imma be doing it too probably on thursday -_-
well at least im somewhat better than the newer kids. sweeet.
err i havent been so bored ever. ive been stuck at home for the longest time.
well it hasnt been that long. but it feel likes it.
i napped so often yesterday just cuz i have nothing to do.
hopefully later on tonight me andrew and liana will go to the shoppes and do NOTHING.
cuz im bored. i'd rather do nothing with someone else. hahah

err im hungry. i want pancakes now.

i love weekends.
went out today with andrew and liana.
it was fun.
we went to guppy's (: it was good. too bad i didnt have an appetite.
then we went to the park! (:
im looking forward to tomorrow. and my bday.
i wanna see what andrew is gonna do for me. hah ;]
the game i've never is fun too. ahhaha

its been a long week.
im sore. and im tired.
ive been sleeping a lot. and ive been eating too little.
this isnt good..

i really dont like this right now.
i rarely talk to him.
i swear he calls once a week now.
it went from everyday to once a week. hah wow.

yeah this is lame.
lets see how things workout tomorrow..

i have to admit that today at practice i was DYING. well the last 2 laps i was. haha dang. practice never seem soo long before.
and i was sweating like a lot more than usual. gross.
i hate the sun sometimes. haha
well after practice i came home and played with my doggy and put her to sleep so i can sleep.
i slept until adam called and woke me up to pick him up. so i did and took him to his house to get money. then took him to target to buy a dress shirt but didnt find his size so we went to ross. haha
we were so confused with the sizes. then i took him to shower and i ironed his shirt. lame
then i took him to school to take his picture which took FOREVER. a lot of people were there sorta.
thenn we went back to adam's house and looked at his pictures. he looks the same in every single one of them -_-
uhh he made me pancakes. how nice. (:
then came home and took my brother to 7-11 but got nothing. -_-
so we decided to get jack in the box. and yeahh took him to get his computer fixed and thats about it.
er. im tired.
another long day tomorrow. i dont wanna go to practice anymore. i gotta wake up too early.

okay so i love my new puppy.
she has blue eyes (:
i hope it stays like that but my cuzin said it changes when its older. blahh.
uhh todayy i wasnt to cross country practice. it wasnt so bad. pretty easy i must say. just ran for 20 mins wooot.
idk what we're doing tomorrow. probably 20 mins again.
i came up after practice and slept for like idk how many hours. woke up and ate. and went to nadine's house and petco with our puppy. (:

thenn i napped again hahah so freakin lazy. but i feel like all this running is gonna pay off.

happy 4th of july? i think not!

today was ehh.
i only got 4 hrs of sleep and omg im TIRED. i woke up super early to go eat dim sum with my family. then we went shopping sortaish.
uhh came home and waited for fire works. took a nap. my laptop was being dumb.
krystal told me at the last min she wasnt going to dbhs for fireworks and andrew told me he was going i was like ahh man i wanna go i dont wanna stay home. so i got adam to go with me and i rushed and got there on time. took me a while to find andrew and liana but found them eventually. haha
then stayed with andrew and his family to watch fireworks. then his mom treated us to yogurt. haha it was good.

AND I GOT A PUPPY!<3

soo today was alright.
went to the park with krystal and talked a lot. while we drank monsters. ahhaha it was nice.


andddd you have no idea how you make me feeel ;]

4th of july tomorrow!
practice monday boooooo no more sleeping in :[

i like how tilly's sends me an advertisement. -_-
i didnt sign up for that!
buut idk i guess getting something is better than nothing? idk
but i havent done much today. i woke up at 12 yay. and then got up and made myself some food cuz my mom was gone. hm now its like 5 35 and ive been on the comp for about 5 hrs or so now. ahah dang.
practice starts monday -_-
today is barely thursday. geeeez. 2 days till he comes back
feels like i havent talked to him for a very long time
....


i really miss him.

i must say today was a very successful. first. i woke up and went with my mom to copy some papers. came home and krystal came. i drove. and we went all the way to the block at orange. which took forever. cuz we didnt really know where we were going but we eventually found our way after i dont know how many u-turns. haha we had to keep asking indian people at the gas station. ahahha
thenn we went to downtown disney and took pictures and all those good stuff.
go onto the freeway with a bunch of traffic. then went to brea.
took pictures at the apple store and then looked at puppies. (:
then we decided to go down to the other part of brea. walked around. went to ralphs and got arizona and then walked around.
went to costco. dude almost every azn did guy a hot dog and a drink. lol. lost the car for a split second. then went to target. yeeeep.
& now im home. im tired. but i have to admit today was very fun. (:

next trip is to the beach and pasadena!