merry christmas?

well christmas wasnt the best. for me it gets worse every year. its kinda hard when you dont talk to your family anymore. idk things are difficult. um. i didnt do much today or yesterday. just basically stayed home. my parents were gone so me and my brother were home alone watching lucky. we played rock band. made cookies. and yeeah. yesterday andrew came home and we talked for half an hr thats it we havent talked since. i kept getting annoying texts from random people idk saying merry christmas last night. idk. lamee. i cant wait for new years though. i hope its better.