really now?

after reading some of the older posts ive posted, ive realized that a lot things have changed. well my mood and the way i see things now. i really dont like how things are going but at the same time its getting better. my grades really suck though. i have 4 b's and 2 a's thats really badd. and i dont like it. soo now i needa study what i needa study and ace those tests so i can get a lot more a's. i really do miss sophomore year it was so much easier. i didnt needa study or anything and people werent so annoying. idk things have changed. people have changed but what can i do about it? hm nothing. everything is so lame. i needa sign up for SAT and study for it. i need to exercise. i need to get my license. i need to start studying for my tests. i need to start paying more attention. i need to finish up my homework. but most of all i need to stop stressing so much.
im starting to talk to irvin again. i kinda miss talking to him. even if we dont talk about anything and all of it is just random idk it just feels nice to talk to people i havent talked to for so long.
bah yesterday i went to the nhs and csf induction ceremony thingy. i came home after school. showered. ate. changed. pick up bianca. drove to the school. ate there. went to winco. took adam & bianca home. came home and didnt wanna do homework. so i called irvin talked for an hr. and then andrew called & talked for bout 20 mins. then called adam and talked for another hr. then talked to tu online. and finally knocked out. pretty lame.
everything is blah. i wish something new would happen. its kinda lame that every day is the same. there isnt much to look foward to. i miss how things use to be. aha i complain too often.