3 years went by quickly

im still kinda freaking out how fast these past 3 years have gone by. and now im trying to fix everything with everyone so i can start my senior year good and not all stupid like this school year.
i will miss a lot of the idiotic things ive done. and even though this school year wasnt as great as i expected it to be 2 years ago, im still thankful for all the friends that stuck by my side and all that good stuff. ive learned a lot this year. and im sure i'll learn even more as times goes by. ive gained and lost people on the way. and im glad we all matured in some way. and this week is the last whole week of school left. part of me is kinda sad that its over but at the same time im so happy its over.
but outta all of these 3 years i have to admit that freshmen year was the best. i miss mara terribly and i know that if she stayed everything wouldve been different. but it all happens cuz idk maybe im suppose to learn something from it. and i guess i have. sophomore year was good also. but not as good as freshmen year. cuz we had horrible food. lol but i got closer to people and got to know people for who they are and all that good stuff. i TRY to look past all those flaws. and now. this year. im thankful for all those people that tried to help me and try to understand my stupid problems. problems that i cause myself cuz im dumb. aha but overall ive learned that yelling doesnt get the point across. all the tears. all the screaming. it didnt get me anywhere. so going to let things flow as much as i can. i dont wanna end the school year badly.
ive had my ups and downs. its been a rough ride but its not over yet. hah. im not done until im ready to get off.